I hope it all makes sense at the end

I pray..

That on the last day of my life all of this makes sense to me

Why I laughed so much

Why I dreamt so much

Why I cried so much

I hope it makes sense to me

What I waited for so much

What I looked forward to so much

What was my eagerness all about

I hope it makes sense to me

Getting ready for an event and then unceremoniously putting everything back

Being about to embark on a journey and then dropping all plans

Going all the way to a stage then coming back without watching the performance 

I hope it all makes sense to me

One day I will see the completion of the tasks I take

I will see the fulfillment of commitments that they make

One day I will reach the finishing line of a race I take

And then it would all make sense to me

I hope, I pray, I entreat You my owner

Let there be one such moment when it all makes sense to me