Fellow travellers

Saturday, July 8, 2017

I hope it all makes sense at the end

I pray..

That on the last day of my life all of this makes sense to me

Why I laughed so much
Why I dreamt so much
Why I cried so much
I hope it makes sense to me

What I waited for so much
What I looked forward to so much
What was my eagerness all about
I hope it makes sense to me

Getting ready for an event and then unceremoniously putting everything back
Being about to embark on a journey and then dropping all plans
Going all the way to a stage then coming back without watching the performance 
I hope it all makes sense to me

One day I will see the completion of the tasks I take
I will see the fulfillment of commitments that they make
One day I will reach the finishing line of a race I take
And then it would all make sense to me

I hope, I pray, I entreat You my owner

Let there be one such moment when it all makes sense to me